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Behold

by The Haunted Palace

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1.
O Mystery! 05:18
Open the eye of truth to see Open the eye of hope to reach O Mystery, there you are again As I hesitate, I fear the hunger I contain O Mystery, I feel you in the moon What are you telling me? I cannot find the tune Yoo-hoo, do you know Which way to go? Yoo-hoo, do you know Which way to go? ‘Cause I’m lost in the deep Dark corners of my head Curled up in a ball At the base of my bed O Nothingness, a stony path to tread My unseeing heart leaves me feeling dead O Mystery, I feel you in the night O the courage to turn and face the light Yoo-hoo, do you know Which way to go? Yoo-hoo, do you know Which way to go? ‘Cause I’m lost in the deep Dark corners of my head Curled up in a ball At the base of my bed Hesitate and I’m lost again Stuck in misery Give me once more chance, I beg, To change my history Open the eye of night to dream Open the eye of trust and be Hey moon, can you see me? I see you Don’t tease me, moon, Please, don’t tease me Take me with you, moon, Please, take me with you Take me! Open the eye of truth to see Open the eye of hope to reach O Mystery, there you are again I’ll enter willingly For all I can attain O Mystery, in the phases of the moon I feel you calling me I know it will be soon Yoo-hoo, now you know Which way to go Yoo-hoo, now you know Which way to go Now you know, now you know Which way to go Now you know, now you know Which way to go
2.
Harvest Song 04:50
Spring, as it came, Brought a longing Cut through the earth Seed, then seedling, Now, summer gone, That longing matured Each desire a new harvest brings Even though I may not know how Grey and wise, woven through with time Peace with the fall is a long, slow climb Wisdom never came from fear of pain As harvest comes, let me not complain Peace with the fall is a long, slow climb Cut through the earth, there is longing there Cut through the earth, there is longing there Age, as you come, Please come gently Death, as you near, Reinvent me As I let go And my heart unfurls With each test, a new harvest brings As I trust, I let down my hair, Grey and wise, woven through with time Peace with the fall is a long, slow climb Wisdom never came from fear of pain As harvest comes, let me not complain Peace with the fall is along, slow climb Cut through the earth, find the longing there Cut through the earth, find the longing there Find me there
3.
A Vow 05:04
Give Just give Your heart to me Can we just live? Hand the broken Pieces of your heart To me Surrender Surrender to this love Trust Just trust I’m here now This is us Can you allow this love To grow a new eternity Surrender to Eternal love Eternal love It’s true, it’s hard But is it fantasy? I think not We’re family I’ll always be by your side I’ve made my vow I’m on this ride Forever now Grace, Just grace Something quiet Takes its place On the pathway of our love We tend to everyday Surrender Surrender to this love Trust Just trust Something lasting Grows in us As we learn the work Of loving on our way Surrender to Eternal love Eternal love It’s true, it’s hard But is it fantasy? I think not We’re family I’ll always be by your side
4.
To Be Seen 04:17
When you Can see Your soul Through me Your light Will glow So bright So free I know I do You’ll see Me too So deep So true
5.
Alone 03:54
From childhood’s hour I have not been As others were—I have not seen As others saw—I could not bring My passions from a common spring— From the same source I have not taken My sorrow—I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone— And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone— Then—in my childhood—in the dawn Of a most stormy life—was drawn From ev’ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still— From the torrent, or the fountain— From the red cliff of the mountain— From the sun that ’round me roll’d In its autumn tint of gold— From the lightning in the sky As it pass’d me flying by— From the thunder, and the storm— And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view—
6.
I Am The Law 04:23
My life I’m a fool for you You who take no advice You who think evil doesn’t exist Just because you deny it is true You’re lucky I care For fools like you You’re lucky I’m there To stop people doing the things That you know they are dying to do You’re lucky I care For fools like you You’re lucky I’m there To stop people doing the things That you know they are dying to do You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law A dog must bark So evil calls Both in the wild And within these walls You’re lucky I care For fools like you You’re lucky I’m there To stop people doing the things That you know they are dying to do You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law You know I am no stranger I know rules are a bore But just to keep you from danger I Am The Law
7.
We ran for the train Your raincoat A crow in flight Soaring We ran from the rain Your suitcase A leather world Of treasures Now never the same So breathless We barely spoke Such passion You pulled me up the stairs And the ground flew away Embracing as the train was leaving On that fateful day Your heartbeat My heartbeat You spoke my name Your hand brushed my arm Underneath the awning At the edge of that cafe Your heartbeat My heartbeat I am on fire Enfold me To beg, beseech To ask, to need Adore me, and I will obey Enfold me Your heartbeat My heartbeat I am on fire Enfold me Now we are in flight To see, to hold, To bask, to mold, Adore me and I will obey I will obey We ran for the train Embracing as the train was leaving On that fateful day Your heartbeat My heartbeat I am on fire Enfold me Now we are in flight
8.
In Your Hand 04:49
In your hand I feel my hand Knowing should I fail To reach out to you In no wise could you reach / out to me   So I strive To love you As I may love you In my way With my arms  With my arms Longingly upraised   In your hand I feel my hand Knowing should I fail To reach out to you In no way could you reach   To be reached To be touched To be held In return As I live I will love And will know What it truly means To serve   In the cold  There is fire In the dark There will always be some light And from weakness, I’m stronger Though I hunger  I will be satisfied.   In your hand I feel my hand Knowing should I fail To reach out to you In no way could you reach / out to me
9.
Hovering 04:00
Here, by your bed Where you've sailed So alone Here, as I reach For your hand Close to stone Your body growing weak You told me once You could see happiness From your bed Just over you In the air Hovering, hovering Over you Joy, you said, was here Hovering over you Oh, when you said, You could lift into joy Up into joy In the wind, for a while You'd soar, with joy For a little while, so peaceful I want to go home, you said I just want to go home Here, by your bed Where you stayed so strong We are not so alone Joy, take them home
10.
There are only so many cars One can count parked on a street Only so much terrible news Yet another tyrant, yet another war So today, in these dark hours I seek only flowers Pushing up through the bloodstained snow So today, in these dark hours I seek only flowers Pushing up through the bloodstained snow I only notice bitter ones Broken ones, half bitten and bent Half bitten and bent Snapped off before Their blossoms could open How do we survive this? How do we survive? I watch the woman on the corner Her horn-of-plenty cart Stuck in the snow A desperate man is screaming Into half-gloved hands With frozen fingers Tell me how, in these dark hours Do I find flowers Pushing up through the bloodstained snow? Tell me how, in these dark hours Do I find flowers Pushing up through the bloodstained snow? I only notice bitter ones Broken ones, half bitten and bent Half bitten and bent Snapped off before Their blossom could open How will we survive this? How will we survive? There is only so much tirestained snow One can endure through yet another winter Only so many sleepless nights Pressed to the wall, hearing neighbours fight Tell me how, in these dark hours Do we become flowers Pushing up through the bloodstained snow? Tell me how

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released December 25, 2022

Erika Batdorf: vocals & lyrics
Richard Feren: music & vocals

All songs by Richard Feren/Erika Batdorf, except:
"Alone" lyrics by Edgar Allan Poe
"I Am The Law" by Philip Oakey/Philip Adrian Wright
"In Your Hand" by Richard Feren/Erika Batdorf/Craig Koller

Produced by Richard Feren

Dedicated to the memory of Jim Feren, 1945 - 2022

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The Haunted Palace Toronto, Ontario

Retro goth-pop duo Erika Batdorf and Richard Feren summon their ghostly muses for soothing séances.

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